So what the fuck is school?! 

WHY DID MY BREAK END?!

urgh, guess it’s time to get back to work ~ let this three day weekend come soon please. 

Thank god there is ultimate practice again. 

Urgh. I just wrote this fuckin’ post and my computer decided to freak and leave the page. I hate that. SO ANNOYING.

Any who, I had a great days with my friends. Went to the gym, worked out ~ god knows how much I need that. I am gonna be so sore ~ it’s not even funny. After that, we  just chilled. It was nice. I really love them so much, can’t imagine them not being there. (in my life I mean.)

However, I am so very super excited because my boyfriend is coming back from Costa Rica tonight. I think he might be on his way right now actually. Anyway, he said he is going to call me when he lands. So I am kinda really pumped. I am so jealous because he got to see a sloth in Costa Rica, with is like one of my life goals (Kristen Bell and I share the same views on sloths).

As of right now, I am spending my last night of break babysitting. fun. well, yah gotta do what yah gotta do, right?

It’s been awhile since I have posted anything.

So here it goes! 

Well, I have just gotten into a relationship with this guy, and it’s really weird because it’s like going really well. I mean we just click. I don’t know why I haven’t meet him before - but I am so happy that I finally did! He got me an OBEY hat with our initials and the day we met on the hat. Couldn’t have been a better Valentine’s Day. He is going to Costa Rica this break - he will be missed :( 

But otherwise I need to just get ALL of my grades up to an A - and keep it that way. I wanna make my family proud and go to a good college. So i just need to get my head in the game and really work my ass off.

This break however, I am going to relax - take a breather, and hang out with friends so I can be mentally prepared for this last semester. Today I am taking a friend out to dinner then gonna chill with one of my main bitches :)

But something has been bothering me lately…One of my best friends - she is like amazing~ has been going through…I wanna say troubling times? to the point where she is confused about what she wants to do with her feelings. I see her struggle but I don’t know how I can help…I just wanna give her a hug- and tell her it isn’t her that isn’t doing anything wrong, but it doesn’t always work out sometimes. I want her to know that I love her so much, so deeply - because she is one of my best friends ~ more like family actually. I want her to see how amazing, beautiful, and wonderful she is.

But any who, time to just watch some netflix and get ready for today. I have a good feeling about it. Hey, it’s funny how the way things work out sometimes.